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𝘚𝘵𝘦𝘱𝘩 𝘙𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴 ([personal profile] dysmorphics) wrote2026-01-03 02:28 pm

it's you and me up against the world, it's you and me

 
 
 
 


I don't need a parachute, baby if I've got you
Baby if I've got you, I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me,
You're gonna catch if I fall

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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2026-01-04 11:04 am (UTC)(link)
It might have been odd, but comforting and supporting Stephanie Rogers was so deeply ingrained into Bucky that he couldn't help continuing to do just that for this Stephanie Rogers. Yes, she was the reason his Steph was gone. Yes, she had made what seemed to be a series of absolutely idiotic decisions. But... Dammit, deep down she was still Steph.

Besides, he was used to Steph making idiotic decisions. Maybe not world-changing ones, but dumb ones.

Sighing, he pulled his arm out of her grip, but instead of moving away from her he did the opposite and wrapped it around her shoulders. "Steph, you're an idiot," he told her with a roll of his eyes. "But you're not unlovable or anything like that."

Was he mad at her? Absolutely. But even though she was different, he still didn't like to see her hurting. Bucky had been doing that enough for the both of them.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2026-01-04 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
She felt so much bigger than she had the last time he sat with his arm around her, but it wasn't bad. Just different. But the way she relaxed against him wasn't all that different from how they'd sit, quietly listening to radio dramas or reading in the evenings some days.

Shit, looking back it really was no wonder why people would question if they were an item or not, was it? Not that he'd ever done anything to discourage their closeness.

Bucky honestly would have been fine to keep sitting there quietly, watching the reflection of the moon shine over the ocean with her, but she brought up food. "Sure, we can go eat," he started, but made no move to get up. "But I'm paying, especially if it's for old times' sake." He was always the one who paid growing up, after all. Not because that's just how things were (it was only partly because of that), but also because he was aware that his family was better off financially than Steph's.

Besides, outside of bills and necessities, Bucky wasn't spending much of his paychecks anyway. "What are you in the mood for?"
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2026-01-04 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Well that was an idea. Steph had always been a good cook--or at least she'd trained his taste buds to think she was--so why would he pass that up?

With his free hand he pulled his watch out of the pocket and opened it up to check the time. "Yeah, we've got time before the shops close," he stated simply, then gave the picture a look, as always (more out of habit than anything just then), and snapped the watch closed and tucked it away again.

When they stood again, Bucky offered her his arm instead of just putting hers there like he had earlier. Once she took it he started to walk with her. "Where all do we need to stop? And you wanna do this at my place or yours?" It wasn't until just then that he didn't even know where her place was. And she'd never been to his place, either. Not his current one. Not that he was aware of.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2026-01-04 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky couldn't hide the frown at the address. He recognized the street was in one of the rougher areas of town, but if Steph was the Winter Soldier now she could handle herself.

But that didn't mean he had to like it.

Bucky laughed softly at the comment about other ladies and shook his head. "If that happens, I'll just tell them I ain't interested," he said, a tiny grin pulling at one side of his mouth. He'd never actually been interested in any of the women who tried to flirt with him before, and he was even less receptive to it at that stage of his life. Sometimes, he even forgot to be polite about it, which always somehow seemed to get back to Howard and Peggy, then he'd get an earful about the optics or some shit. It tended to go in one ear and out the other, though.

"I can pick everything up and head over if that's what you want me to do. Meet you there." Bucky didn't know if she'd need to clean up or anything. She'd always been tidy before, but she was used to him dropping by all the time before. "Or you can go with me. Either way."
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2026-01-04 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"God, no," Bucky said quickly at the suggestion of signing autographs, even pulling a horrified face at the suggestion. "Some of the guys are into all that, but I've never liked it." Sure, he was their hometown guy, but at least New York had never been known for it's overly friendly residents. Nosey, sure. Angry and loud, yeah. Known for sweetness? No.

Besides, he was doing a job, what he should be doing to help people. Didn't mean he needed to be best friends with every stranger to do it. Howard liked to call him a surly bastard and Bucky didn't exactly try to stop him.

"Hey, I may not have had what you did, but I can carry a sack of groceries," he added with an eyeroll. Yeah, he knew she was teasing, but he'd seen what Peggy could do. If Steph was the one who went through that experiment instead of Peggy, then he was aware that she could carry him around if she wanted to. And, okay, maybe that was something he wasn't going to think about too much.

"Why don't we hit the shops on this end of town, then just take a cab to your place?"
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2026-01-05 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
"Not mine," he said with a perk of a brow. "I'd know if I had a poster of you." Of course he knew what she meant, but the point still stood. If there had been posters of Stephanie Rogers, he would have snatched them up, both to taunt her with and also to frame.

But he ignored the stares outright, instead just focusing on Steph and gathering the proper items from that shop, then tried to argue with the owner about how he didn't need a discount and he should pass that on to someone who did need it instead. But, the shopkeeper wouldn't have any of it, so Bucky had to settle for "accidentally" leaving an extra dollar on the counter as he picked up the bag and led Steph out of the store, holding the door open for her and giving the man a nod as they left.

At least he'd been nice to the owner. He wasn't rude in his argument; he just... didn't want a discount when other people were still trying to get their feet back under them.

Thankfully, the butcher shop was only a couple of storefronts away. Not thankfully, the same thing happened there, too. Right down to him leaving extra money on the counter.

"Do we need to stop anywhere else, or was that it?" he asked her as he thought back to the ingredients she had listed off earlier.

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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2026-01-04 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky started with her inner thighs, peppering them with simple open mouthed kisses and letting his beard scrape gently over her skin. But Steph had said she wanted her thighs marked, so those kisses slowly morphed into nips and gentle bites. Here and there he focused on one spot or another so he could take the time to suck a red mark into her skin--which wasn't difficult with just how pale she was. His eyes stayed closed most of the time, but every so often he'd open them to look at what he'd done, then smirk a little as he looked up at the woman squirming on top of him.

Small and skinny, tall and curvy, it didn't matter. Bucky would always think she was the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen.

Eventually, after a lot of teasing her thighs, leaving them covered in love bites and beard burn, he kissed and licked his way to her wet folds. He moaned when he tasted her and tugged at her hips again. She had been the one to mention wanting to sit on his face, and that's exactly what he wanted her to do while he set about pleasuring her with his lips and tongue.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2026-01-05 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky moaned against her flesh as he continued to work her, doing his best to go back and forth between her clit and her opening, just wanting to make her feel as good as he could.

But while his mouth worked her, Bucky let his hands--both hands--roam over her. Mostly her thighs, hips, and ass, as those were the easiest places for him to touch, but he genuinely did try to touch her everywhere he could, even letting his fingers drift down her crack a couple times just to make sure he touched her there, too. Bucky had waited entirely too long to be able to touch her to not do just that.

And while he did all that, Bucky couldn't resist opening his eyes every so often to look up the slender body above him, catching on those small but perfect breasts heaving with her breath before moving on to her beautiful, flushed face. Based on her reactions, Bucky was pretty sure he was doing something right.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2026-01-05 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
Steph didn't need to tell Bucky not to stop, because he hadn't been planning on it. But it did feel good to hear her beg like that, and he also liked all the pet names that were coming out of her mouth. Not to mention the way she moaned his actual name. (Bucky, not James. Never James.)

But keep going, he did. His hands were all but kneading at her ass since he loved the feeling of being able to grope at her like that. He would have probably been doing something similar to her breasts if it wouldn't have been such an awkward angle from below her the way he was.

And when she held herself open a bit more for him, he took the opportunity to press his tongue that much further into her. He would never understand why he'd hear guys in the past talking about how they'd never do this for their girls, because Bucky? He loved it. The taste of her, the way she moved over him, the way he could take her apart with just his mouth, it was all things he would definitely encourage revisiting again and again.

However, when Steph's hand moved to grip and tug at his hair he moaned against her, learning in that moment that he liked when she did that. Then, when she came hard because of him, releasing that additional rush of wetness onto his tongue and--lets be honest here--his face, he moaned again. With Steph, he didn't mind the mess. He liked it, even. A lot. But he suspected that he would get as messy or dirty with Stephanie Rogers as she wanted him to.

How much he enjoyed everything they'd been doing was even evident in the way his cock kept twitching and leaking in his pants. Bucky hadn't even touched it, hardly even thought about it as he lapped at her folds and sucked gently at her clit, teasing her through her orgasm. And he wasn't in a rush to touch it, because he was pretty sure she had him so thoroughly turned on and worked up that he wouldn't last long if it was given any attention.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2026-01-05 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky didn't release her until that additional pull at his hair, and then it was with a groan and another squeeze of her ass. "You sure?" he asked, smirking up at her, his head still framed by her legs. His natural hand finally let go of her, but it was just so he could move it to slide one of his thick fingers into her, then threw some of Steph's own words back at her. "Cause I could do this all day. Just keep you in bed and make you come over and over." It didn't matter if he got off or not.

But damn the image she painted was a good one. There was definitely something about the image of covering her with his come that he enjoyed. Especially because Steph was the one who suggested it.

"But if that's what you want, guess I won't complain." Steph weighed roughly three pounds, so it took nothing for him to lift her off of him and set her on the bed so he could get up. "You realize I'll do pretty much anything you ask me to, right?"

With that, he stripped off his clothes (pausing to wipe at his face with his shirt that needed to be washed now anyway) and climbed back onto the bed. He got Steph settled so she was sitting up against the pillows, then moved so he was straddling her, one knee on either side of her hips as he gripped his hard cock and rubbed the tip over her lips. "I don't think I'll last long right now anyway, sweetheart."
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2026-01-05 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky moaned when she wrapped her mouth around him, then nodded when she pulled off long enough to tell him how she wanted it. A little rough, he could probably do for her. A little.

When she took him in again, he stretched out his metal hand to hold onto the headboard, not wanting to risk accidentally squeezing her too hard with it. His other hand, however, slid into her hair and gripped at it, a little more than gently but still not quite rough. He kept his eyes, still dilated with lust, on her as he pressed further into her mouth, testing how far he could go. It wasn't that far, but it was far enough for Bucky.

And then he started to move his hips. Slowly at first, and carefully so he wouldn't give her more than she could handle. "You're so damn hot, sweetheart," Bucky moaned out as he watched the way his cock slid in and out of her mouth, and enjoyed the feeling of her hands on him. "You can squeeze or scratch or whatever, sweetheart. If you need me to stop, just slap my leg or something."

With that, he began to pick up his pace, groaning variations of her name, pet names, how much he loved her, and how good she felt as he fucked into her face. Every once in a while, he accidentally pushed a little further in and, at the feeling of her gagging around him, he pulled back to let her catch her breath, apologizing.

The fingers of his metal hand may or may not be putting indents in the headboard.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2026-01-06 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky decided to trust that Steph knew her own limits in this situation, and Bucky knew how to watch for signs of her pushing herself too far anyway. So, he nodded, gave her hair another tug, and pushed back into her open, waiting mouth.

"I'm really not gonna last much longer, Steph," he told her through heavy breaths once he got back up to the pace he had been moving at earlier. Everything about the small woman felt like absolute heaven to him, and he'd already been so incredibly turned on from the way she rode his face earlier that, even during the activity, he'd half wondered if he would come in his pants like a teenager.

He hadn't, thankfully.

As it was, it only took a handful more thrusts before he cried out her name, warned that he was going to come, and then began to shoot into her mouth. But he'd remembered what she'd said she wanted, and after the first couple of spurts he tugged her off so he could point his cock towards her breasts, shooting the rest of his spend there instead. "So fucking hot, sweetheart. Fuck."

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