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𝘚𝘵𝘦𝘱𝘩 𝘙𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴 ([personal profile] dysmorphics) wrote2024-10-19 08:45 pm
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-11 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Groaning softly into the kiss, Bucky couldn't help moving his hips slightly, seeking friction without finding any. Eventually, Bucky pulled back and tugged at the hem of the large shirt gently as he asked, "Can I?" When Steph nodded, Bucky sat up and helped her out of the shirt, grinning softly as he looked her over in her underclothes.

He had seen Steph in her underwear before, but only when he was helping her into a fresh nightgown or something because she was sick with a fever and he didn't want her to stay in a sweaty gown, or helping her out of her day clothes and into a gown when she was, again, too sick to manage well on her own. But he had never tried to look her over in those moments. It didn't seem right, trying to ogle his best friend when she was too sick to even dress herself properly.

But then, Bucky hesitated. It only lasted for a moment, but it was there as he convinced himself he should take his own shirt off. Bucky wanted to be able to feel her skin against his, not just the cotton of the shirt, and she'd already seen the scars, so they wouldn't be a big shock for her. So, he pulled his shirt over his head, tossed it aside with Steph's, and lay back down to capture her mouth with his once more.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-12 12:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky chuckled softly at Steph's reaction to him. It was definitely better than earlier, when she had the shock of seeing what his shoulder was like for the first time, but it made his face redden anyway. "Come on," he rolled his eyes. "We went to the beach how many times? You know I didn't look like this." In the 30s, during that time he'd heard called the Great Depression, the beaches of New York City were free activities, and they were teenagers looking for things to do on their days off from school or between what jobs Bucky could scrounge up.

"But I'm glad you don't hate that I'm bigger than I used to be." He closed his eyes for a moment, then, just enjoying the feel of his girl touching him in ways she never had before. When he reopened his eyes, Bucky looked at her with a soft grin on his face. "I always wanted to feel you touching me, though." It was just his abs, which wasn't that scandalous compared to other things, but still. It was Steph's hands on bare skin that was usually hidden away.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-12 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky let out a soft moan when Steph ran her fingertips along his waistline. "I, uh... Yeah, actually," he admitted a bit sheepishly. He hadn't exactly been a slouch in that area before the war, either, but that serum had definitely made him bigger than before everywhere.

She moved on before actually touching him there, and while it was slightly disappointing, Bucky was content to let her explore. He didn't even flinch when she touched his scars that time, and grinned a little when she ran her fingers down his vibranium arm. "I can feel that, you know." He was watching her face instead of her fingers, but he could tell exactly where they made contact with him. There might be a minuscule delay between where she touched and him registering the feeling because wiring wasn't the same as nerve endings, but that was still worlds better than nothing. "Not the same as the other arm, and it doesn't feel pain or anything, but there's sensors or something in it so I can still feel."

He caught her hand in his metal one then, and brought it up to press soft kisses to her fingers. "You know you can touch me anywhere you want, right?"
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-12 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"Any time you want, Steph," Bucky told her simply. "I'm all yours." And he would be sure to touch her, too, since that's all he'd ever wanted to do.

When Steph guided her hand to her breast, Bucky's breath caught slightly. That was, after all, one area he'd always made sure to keep his hands far away from out of respect. "Yeah, I can," he answered, thumb drifting across the slight inside curve, along her breastbone, the slide of metal along the fabric of her undershirt making it almost glide. "It's not the same as with my right hand, but I can definitely feel a perky breast under there."
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-13 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
Bucky also wasn't thinking properly by that point. He wasn't really sure if she wanted him to undress her first or himself, so he made the decision himself. After leaning in and pressing a heated kiss to Steph's lips, he rolled onto his back, lifted his hips a bit, and slid his pants and underwear down to his thighs at once, then kicked them the rest of the way off.

Bare for her from head to toe, cock thick and erect, he turned to face her again. "Is this what you wanted?" he asked, a somewhat nervous grin on his face. It wasn't because he didn't think she would like what she saw; it was more about the fact that he'd never been naked in bed with anyone before, especially not the woman he'd been waiting his whole life for.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-13 11:23 am (UTC)(link)
The feeling of Steph's small hand wrapped around him was entirely too brief, but Bucky quickly decided that seeing her undress in front of him made up for it. He even sat up to help her get her panties off all the way before letting himself really look her over. Skinny and small breasted, she was pretty much exactly how Bucky had pictured Steph before the serum entered their lives.

Reaching his natural hand out to cup one breast, thumb drifting lightly across her nipple, his eyes locked back on hers. "You're so beautiful, Steph," he told her, his voice soft and almost reverent. But he had always thought she was beautiful, even when they were young and all elbows and knees, and he never understood why the other guys weren't stumbling over themselves for her like he was.

Moving in close, Bucky's other hand came up to rest on her cheek as he leaned in to kiss her again.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-13 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
"I love you, too," Bucky said, wrapping his arms tightly around Steph's waist when she crawled into his lap. There was something special about being able to hold her to him when they were skin to skin. He even let out a soft moan when she gave his neck attention, then turned his head to do the same to her neck once she reached his ear.

Meanwhile, he let his large hands slide over her back, enjoying the feeling of her smooth skin in his hands, before letting them drift down to settle on her ass. Tugging her more firmly against him, Bucky's own breathing was coming out rough by the time he captured her lips with his again.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-13 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
The way Steph was rubbing against Bucky made him moan into the kiss again, his natural hand coming up to rest on her cheek. He'd never had anyone but himself touch his cock before, so having her grinding against him was like nothing he'd ever experienced before.

Eventually, he broke the kiss to start kissing along her neck instead, and let his hand fall from her cheek to squeeze her breast gently, wanting to really feel her, not just the sensor's interpretation of her. And she felt amazing. "I could touch you all the time," he said against the curve of her neck before moving up to suck another purple mark into the skin below her ear.

"Tell me what you want?" It was more of a question than a demand. Knowing Steph, she had probably already thought of something. And knowing himself, he would bend over backwards to give her whatever it was.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-14 10:26 am (UTC)(link)
It would be difficult for Bucky to not touch Steph nonstop now that he was able to, so it was good they were on the same page there.

Steph's request made Bucky raise a brow, but he lay back as she asked him to, nonetheless. "Like this?" he asked simply, watching her as he pulled his good hand up to wedge between his head and the pillow.

Once he realized just how much he liked looking at Steph from that angle, his expression shifted into more of a heated smirk. "Jesus, sweetheart," he said softly as he really looked her over, taking in the bare body sitting astride him. This Steph wasn't curvy or busty like the older version of her had been, but Bucky still thought she was perfect. Hell, his cock even twitched between them from just the sight of her.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-14 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"I love you, too," Bucky told her, then let out a weak chuckle. "I'm not sure I know how to relax any more, doll, but I'll try."

Steph's kisses certainly helped, though. He'd never been touched with such care before, and he loved it. Her lips on his neck made him tilt his head to the side a bit, giving her better accessm on his scars brought quiet sighs out of him, but, surprising himself, his nipples made him moan softly. It seemed he was particularly sensitive there.

By the time she took his finger into her mouth, his breathing was ragged, and his heart was pounding. The sight of her sucking his finger like it was a cock was absolutely obscene. "Fuck," he whispered under his breath again. "Always knew you were good with that mouth of yours." Sure, he had known she was good at running it, but now it held a whole new meaning, too.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-14 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Every place Steph's mouth touched brought one kind of sound or another out of him. He'd never had anyone touch him the way she was, but by God he'd always wanted her doing pretty much exactly this.

And then she was asking if he minded? "I'd have to be crazy to tell you no, sweetheart," he told her with his face flushed. He likely would have been even darker if he didn't have so much of his blood pooled elsewhere. Grinning softly, Bucky sat up just slightly so he could run his fingers through Steph's hair. "Only if you want to, though, yeah? I only want you doing things you want to do. Hell, if we try something and you don't like it, tell me and we'll stop, alright?"

Even when he was more turned on than he'd ever been in his life, Steph's health and happiness was his top priority, dammit.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-15 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky had done as she asked, keeping his hand in her hair the whole time. "You've got nothing to be sorry for. That felt amazing," he said with a soft, breathless chuckle. Honestly, he had been forcing himself to keep his hips still, not wanting to make it worse for her.

He sat up then, pulling her up into his lap before kissing along her jaw, up to the seemingly sore hinge. From there, it was easy to flip their positions, putting Steph on her back with him holding himself over her, his kisses and gentle nips moving down along the line of her neck. Pulling back far enough to look down at her, he grinned. "I want to do all that to you, now, alright?" After another kiss on the mouth, he went back to kissing down her neck towards her chest, then paid special attention to her nipples before continuing lower.
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[personal profile] hadagreatpast 2025-12-15 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Bucky didn't think there was a single thing that Steph should be insecure about when it came to her looks. He'd always thought she was beautiful, head to toe, imperfections and all, and he hoped he could make her feel it with the way he touched and kissed her skin.

He kissed and bit gently across her stomach to each of her hips, then down one leg to her ankle before working back up the other leg, from ankle to inner thigh. Finally, with his eyes on her face, he moved his mouth to her sex, feeling and tasting all that wetness as he worked her as well as he could with his tongue. He didn't know much about what, exactly, to do down there, but he knew paying attention to her clit was important.

It wasn't long before he brought his good hand up to tease and work gently at that small, so tight opening with one finger.

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