[ She'd probably have been offended by the pushing in other circumstances, but this time she just laughs, props herself up on her elbows, and opens her legs suggestively.
It's so easy to have fun around him. So easy to be happy. ]
I'm not sure. I'm gonna need a thorough examination.
Well, I wanna do an examination first. I've been thinking about this longer, I bet. I've been pining for you for a real long time.
( Bucky pushes her down so he can lay alongside her and draws his fingers along the curve of one breast and down the curve of her waist and the flare of her hips. )
I knew you had a body under there. Just couldn't tell under all those clothes.
Like what you see, or am I failing to measure up to your expectations?
[ She doesn't say other girls because she doesn't want to upset him again, though she's not pouty this time, but rather hopeful. He's touching her, so surely it can't be that bad? God, she hopes he likes it, because she doesn't want him to stop touching her. ]
You need to hush about not measuring up to anything. To me, you're perfect, and my opinion is the only one that matters.
( Bucky slides his hands all over her body to prove his point, cupping her breasts and slipping his hands down her back to the curve of her ass. She's everything he wants and he doesn't know how to prove that to her. )
[ Well, that does the trick. She lights up, in that way she does when he does something nice for her like read to her while she's sick or hold her hand in public, and when she kisses him, she tries to push him to his back so can get on top of him. ]
You're perfect.
[ He's everything she's imagined and more, and they're even only just getting started. ]
( She's surprisingly strong for someone so small and Bucky falls back onto the bed easily enough. Of course, when he actually wants to fall, it's easy to do it, but he doesn't say that to Steph. It would definitely ruin the moment and he's not going to ruin the moment. )
Nah. Just decently put together. You though, you're a masterpiece.
[ She'll take it this once, though. Bask in all the attention and praise he wants to shower her with. Take in the way he looks at her, that she's finally enough, that she's finally worth loving and being with.
She catches on quickly with the kissing, even lingering on his neck to try to leave him with a love mark. Her hips move restlessly, instinct taking over, and she grabs one of his hands, wanting it between her legs. ]
( God, he's thought about this for so long it feels like he's done it a thousand times but when Steph pulls his hand between her legs, he stops thinking for a moment. It takes him a few seconds to move his fingers and he's shocked at the fact that she's already wet. Maybe he shouldn't be. He pushes at her lightly.)
[ She's thought about this for so long, but nothing she's tried has ever felt as good as him actually touching her. She moans, loudly, then for a second looks mortified that she's done so.
Is that why he wants to get up? She mumbles an embarrassed apology and awkwardly climbs off of him, all of a sudden unsure and worried. Did she do something wrong? Was she too much? She wonders that and more as she settles on her back on the space beside him. ]
[ Oh. Why didn't he just say so? They really have to work on that. Which is quite funny and ironic because she thought they knew each other so well.
But that's not what she's thinking about at the moment. ]
Of course I do. [ Yeah, there's no doubt about that. She can't help blushing though. Both because she's never had anyone do that for her before, and because she's so so looking forward to it. ] I was hoping you would. [ She gives him an indignant look. ] Don't laugh!
Why would I laugh at a perfectly reasonable fantasy like having Bucky Barnes go down on you? At least eighty percent of Brooklyn has that fantasy and only one girl is getting it fulfilled so I think that’s a pretty good score for you.
( Bucky grins at her before he pushes her back against the bed again, mouth trailing kisses between her breasts and down her stomach. It’s high on his fantasy list so he’s glad she wants it too.
He lays a tender kiss on her left hip and kisses his way down her thigh before getting his shoulders between them to open her up wider. He licks a slow stripe against her before looking up to gauge her reaction. )
[ She's laughing when he pushes her back against the bed, but her laughter turns into moaning as he makes his way down her body. God, this is really happening.
The sound he draws out of her with his tongue almost doesn't seem like it could come from such a small, frail girl... but then she'd always had that fire in her, hadn't she? ]
Fuck, yes.
[ She itches to thread her fingers into his hair, but she also really wants to watch, so she fists the sheets instead while she takes in the sight of him between her legs. He's always been handsome, but, fuck, she might even get off from this view alone. ]
( Bucky smiles against her skin and goes at it full throttle then since he's gotten the go ahead that she likes it. It's more careful with Steph than anyone else because he doesn't want to mess it up, doesn't want to turn her off.
He spends a little while just touching her and trying to open her up before following his fingers with his tongue, curling the tip of it against all her sensitive places. )
[ Does it surprise him that she's loud? Probably not. She's always had a fire that could not seem to be contained in her small, fragile body, and this is just a part of that.
She melts into a moaning mess at his touch, but with his tongue she practically unravels. For a moment she feels like she can't breathe, like she's feverish, the sensation unlike anything she's tried on herself. Of course she's tried. She might be sickly, but she has needs and desires too, and a healthy imagination. ]
Buck— [ She rocks her hips, seeking more. ] Oh God—
( Is he smug? Absolutely. Bucky knows that he's good at this and he's glad that he is because it means that Steph is having a hell of a time while he's working her with his fingers and his tongue. He pushes his fingers deeper and curls them a bit, trying to find the spot that will hopefully make her scream.
Yes, this is a personal goal he's setting for himself.
If nothing else, he desperately needs her to come and he thinks he needs that more than he needs to come himself. )
[ She gives up watching him, shutting her eyes and fisting his hair in her hands instead as she shamelessly moans and writhes on his bed. She's so so close to the edge but she can't seem to get there yet—
Then she does, with a loud cry that might as well be a scream, her body quivering from the wave of pleasure. She's never felt anything like it before that, for a second, it's almost like she's on the verge of blacking out. ]
Buck. [ She's panting and sweating and a little light-headed, but she already wants more. ] Buck, hey. C'mere. [ When he comes up, she wraps her arms and legs around him. She's so small she probably weighs nothing, but she holds on tightly to him, like her weight might be enough to keep him here. ] Promise me you'll come back. Say my name. Tell me you love me, and only me. Please. Please, Buck.
Hold on, I need a condom. I'm not getting you pregnant and leaving you to go fight a war.
( He wouldn't care if he wasn't shipping out tomorrow, they'd be getting married anyway, but he doesn't want to leave Steph in that state when he might not come back. He leans over to reach into his bedside drawer and pulls one out. )
Insurance? You want me to risk it? I will, this is up to you, but you don’t have to risk it. I’ve never done it without before.
( Bucky doesn’t want Steph to think that he’s willing to trade her security and well-being for a good time. There’s a lot that goes into having a baby and he doesn’t want to leave her with that burden alone unless she’s okay with it. )
[ She knows the risks. She grew up without a father, after all. Watched her mother struggle to raise her alone. But her mother hadn't regretted any of it.
Is it selfish of her to want this? To carry his child, to have something of him with her always? To be the only one he's ever done and shared this with? Maybe it is. Is it stopping her from wanting it anyway? Of course not. ]
Yeah, I do. I love you. Whatever happens, we'll deal with it together.
( Bucky doesn't bother with the condom, then, and while it takes him a moment to focus again on what he's doing, he pushes Steph's thighs wider to accommodate him and slides into her slowly. She's tight, tighter than he thought she'd be, and it feels so different and so damn good without a condom. He takes in a sharp breath. )
I need a moment. Never...felt like this before.
( He looks down at her while he's collecting himself, though, and watches her face to make sure she's not uncomfortable or frightened. )
[ It doesn't hurt as badly as she'd braced herself for, but he's much larger than his fingers that she'd whimpered when he pushed himself in. The pain ebbs once she remembers to breathe though, and she slowly shifts her hips to try to test it— ]
Fuck. [ Another squirm, same results. She looks up at him with wild eyes, like she's only just realizing why people enjoy sex. ] Oh, fuck. [ Stop squirming, Stephanie! ] You feel so good, Buck. Holy shit.
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It's so easy to have fun around him. So easy to be happy. ]
I'm not sure. I'm gonna need a thorough examination.
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( Bucky pushes her down so he can lay alongside her and draws his fingers along the curve of one breast and down the curve of her waist and the flare of her hips. )
I knew you had a body under there. Just couldn't tell under all those clothes.
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[ She doesn't say other girls because she doesn't want to upset him again, though she's not pouty this time, but rather hopeful. He's touching her, so surely it can't be that bad? God, she hopes he likes it, because she doesn't want him to stop touching her. ]
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( Bucky slides his hands all over her body to prove his point, cupping her breasts and slipping his hands down her back to the curve of her ass. She's everything he wants and he doesn't know how to prove that to her. )
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You're perfect.
[ He's everything she's imagined and more, and they're even only just getting started. ]
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Nah. Just decently put together. You though, you're a masterpiece.
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[ She'll take it this once, though. Bask in all the attention and praise he wants to shower her with. Take in the way he looks at her, that she's finally enough, that she's finally worth loving and being with.
She catches on quickly with the kissing, even lingering on his neck to try to leave him with a love mark. Her hips move restlessly, instinct taking over, and she grabs one of his hands, wanting it between her legs. ]
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Get off me for a second, I want to do something.
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Is that why he wants to get up? She mumbles an embarrassed apology and awkwardly climbs off of him, all of a sudden unsure and worried. Did she do something wrong? Was she too much? She wonders that and more as she settles on her back on the space beside him. ]
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Hey, don’t be scared. I just wanted to get my mouth on you and I couldn’t do it from that position. Unless you don’t want me to?
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But that's not what she's thinking about at the moment. ]
Of course I do. [ Yeah, there's no doubt about that. She can't help blushing though. Both because she's never had anyone do that for her before, and because she's so so looking forward to it. ] I was hoping you would. [ She gives him an indignant look. ] Don't laugh!
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( Bucky grins at her before he pushes her back against the bed again, mouth trailing kisses between her breasts and down her stomach. It’s high on his fantasy list so he’s glad she wants it too.
He lays a tender kiss on her left hip and kisses his way down her thigh before getting his shoulders between them to open her up wider. He licks a slow stripe against her before looking up to gauge her reaction. )
Yes? Still good?
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[ She's laughing when he pushes her back against the bed, but her laughter turns into moaning as he makes his way down her body. God, this is really happening.
The sound he draws out of her with his tongue almost doesn't seem like it could come from such a small, frail girl... but then she'd always had that fire in her, hadn't she? ]
Fuck, yes.
[ She itches to thread her fingers into his hair, but she also really wants to watch, so she fists the sheets instead while she takes in the sight of him between her legs. He's always been handsome, but, fuck, she might even get off from this view alone. ]
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He spends a little while just touching her and trying to open her up before following his fingers with his tongue, curling the tip of it against all her sensitive places. )
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She melts into a moaning mess at his touch, but with his tongue she practically unravels. For a moment she feels like she can't breathe, like she's feverish, the sensation unlike anything she's tried on herself. Of course she's tried. She might be sickly, but she has needs and desires too, and a healthy imagination. ]
Buck— [ She rocks her hips, seeking more. ] Oh God—
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Yes, this is a personal goal he's setting for himself.
If nothing else, he desperately needs her to come and he thinks he needs that more than he needs to come himself. )
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Then she does, with a loud cry that might as well be a scream, her body quivering from the wave of pleasure. She's never felt anything like it before that, for a second, it's almost like she's on the verge of blacking out. ]
Buck. [ She's panting and sweating and a little light-headed, but she already wants more. ] Buck, hey. C'mere. [ When he comes up, she wraps her arms and legs around him. She's so small she probably weighs nothing, but she holds on tightly to him, like her weight might be enough to keep him here. ] Promise me you'll come back. Say my name. Tell me you love me, and only me. Please. Please, Buck.
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I only love you. I'm gonna come back and marry you, Steph, and you are gonna have a happy life with me.
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[ He might still die, and none of this will mean anything. But for now, for tonight, she lets herself believe. She kisses his jaw. ]
Now I want you inside me.
[ She feels a little giddy, being able to be this crude. ]
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( He wouldn't care if he wasn't shipping out tomorrow, they'd be getting married anyway, but he doesn't want to leave Steph in that state when he might not come back. He leans over to reach into his bedside drawer and pulls one out. )
I'm just being precautionary.
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You know, most guys prefer to leave a little insurance.
[ ... Had it been like that with her parents? ]
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( Bucky doesn’t want Steph to think that he’s willing to trade her security and well-being for a good time. There’s a lot that goes into having a baby and he doesn’t want to leave her with that burden alone unless she’s okay with it. )
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Is it selfish of her to want this? To carry his child, to have something of him with her always? To be the only one he's ever done and shared this with? Maybe it is. Is it stopping her from wanting it anyway? Of course not. ]
Yeah, I do. I love you. Whatever happens, we'll deal with it together.
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I need a moment. Never...felt like this before.
( He looks down at her while he's collecting himself, though, and watches her face to make sure she's not uncomfortable or frightened. )
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[ It doesn't hurt as badly as she'd braced herself for, but he's much larger than his fingers that she'd whimpered when he pushed himself in. The pain ebbs once she remembers to breathe though, and she slowly shifts her hips to try to test it— ]
Fuck. [ Another squirm, same results. She looks up at him with wild eyes, like she's only just realizing why people enjoy sex. ] Oh, fuck. [ Stop squirming, Stephanie! ] You feel so good, Buck. Holy shit.
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