What are you talking about? You are everything I want and need and could ever hope for.
[ This is definitely not a conversation to be had over something as impersonal as text, but she knows what it's like to feel that she's not good enough. That's why she's never said anything. He deserves better than her. She started believing that before the serum, and it's never gone away. ]
So did I. Didn't think it was worth bringing up and risk losing you as a friend, if that was all you would have me as anyway.
I just want you to be happy, even if it's not with me, you know? So... don't feel like you have to do anything about this, okay? Unless you gotta cancel dinner now because I made things awkward and you need space or something. Sorry.
[ But she hopes he doesn't cancel on her exhibit. It's him she wants the most to be there, because she wouldn't have had the courage to pursue her art if not for him. That's just the latest in the list of things she couldn't have done without him. ]
Why? You wouldn't have. We made a promise to each other.
I am happy. With you. And we both need to eat, apparently. And I [Don't particularly want to talk about anything, really. But they should probably talk about this. Otherwise they will end up sitting there staring at each other or worse - frantically try to use the phone like boomers trying to consult the google how to get blue cheese sauce out of interlocking vibranium plates.]
Yeah. A promise as friends. Why risk changing that, when you weren't interested in me anyway? At least I would still have you.
[ She thinks any interest he has in her now is because 1) the serum has made her better, and, 2) there aren't exactly a lot of options in their age bracket. ]
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morebetter[...]enough.
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[ This is definitely not a conversation to be had over something as impersonal as text, but she knows what it's like to feel that she's not good enough. That's why she's never said anything. He deserves better than her. She started believing that before the serum, and it's never gone away. ]
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I thought you just [...] never saw me that way.
[And not really on her to say anything or worth them lamenting what did or didn't happen 80 years ago.]
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I just want you to be happy, even if it's not with me, you know? So... don't feel like you have to do anything about this, okay? Unless you gotta cancel dinner now because I made things awkward and you need space or something. Sorry.
[ But she hopes he doesn't cancel on her exhibit. It's him she wants the most to be there, because she wouldn't have had the courage to pursue her art if not for him. That's just the latest in the list of things she couldn't have done without him. ]
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I am happy. With you. And we both need to eat, apparently. And I [Don't particularly want to talk about anything, really. But they should probably talk about this. Otherwise they will end up sitting there staring at each other or worse - frantically try to use the phone like boomers trying to consult the google how to get blue cheese sauce out of interlocking vibranium plates.]
think we should [...] talk
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[ She thinks any interest he has in her now is because 1) the serum has made her better, and, 2) there aren't exactly a lot of options in their age bracket. ]
I'm just cleaning up. I'll be ready in 15, tops.